This is What??

Suddenly, i woke up breathing heavily..
what the hell is happenin' to me...
called up for a friend..
asked her..
she said 'nothing, just i'm tired'...
but this is not true..
this feeling is something new..
long and long dreamless nights..
only a face revolving in my head..
is this love?
i don't think so!!
But
why i blush when he comes and say 'hi' to me..
and why i flush when he touches my hand..
why i feel so jealous when he talk to others..
why i feel secluded when he's not with me...
yes, i think i'm in love..
but i always believed, it as crapshit...
it was unreal, a farce event to me...
now, i know everything is true and fair..
it happens to those who want their heart to be shared...
i can't stop myself and will so straight..
say to him 'i love you'..
whatever he will answer 'yes' or 'no'...
i'll accept heartily..
because love, i know , is eternal...
he will remain in my heart even after the life dies....