Getting up Again!!

Finally I've started writing what i had stopped due to my lack of interest or maybe my so called absence of inspiration. But now i think that the only thing which was bothering me was myself.

Finding 'it' was hard
But i still managed
Getting it as whole
'cos t'was always here.....


  

Trying to find the missing piece

Everyday i switch on my PC thinking that today i will start a new chapter or complete the previous chapter of my novel. But soon i think that I'm missing something here and there,  and i stop typing. This dream of mine is taking so long to complete that sometimes doubting my self  is the only choice i have.

I question that was it really my dream or I'm not ready for this?

I tried to find it,
The only lost piece
Is it in my mind?
or i left it far behind.



Maybe i need some voice of reassurance that I'll do OK, no matter what the results turn out to be. Or maybe My dream is just like some other dream. Lots of may and maybe are turning  to disappointment. Now i only pray that I'll be able to find my lost piece of inspiration.

It's Just That

I was walking at same pace

Reluctantly getting a look on her face
Whenever i gazed she blushed and amazed
With her eyes she asked ‘what?’
‘Can’t keep my eyes off you, its just that’
She flushed with her cheeks full red
‘Girl, i swear without you
I would’ve been so dead’
She put her finger on my lips
‘Before you death will take my blood shot sips’
And a round ball slipped from her eyes
I kissed and bid it goodbyes
I could now see her face so puny
The redness had changed to purplish agony
Am i so much important to her
This thought made me totally blur
‘I said please don’t’
she said ‘OK i won’t’
‘But promise me for eternity
You’ll be there with me beyond the sanity’
Then i looked again at her face
And gave her i-love-you-forever gaze
She blushed and asked ‘what?’
‘You’re beautiful, its just that’

My new blog

The thing is that, I'm in love with the WORDPRESS. So, I've taken my poems and writings there. anybody willing to have a look can go there.(If there's any!)


THE ADDRESS IS


www.poeticdevice297.wordpress.com

This is What??

Suddenly, i woke up breathing heavily..
what the hell is happenin' to me...
called up for a friend..
asked her..
she said 'nothing, just i'm tired'...
but this is not true..
this feeling is something new..
long and long dreamless nights..
only a face revolving in my head..
is this love?
i don't think so!!
But
why i blush when he comes and say 'hi' to me..
and why i flush when he touches my hand..
why i feel so jealous when he talk to others..
why i feel secluded when he's not with me...
yes, i think i'm in love..
but i always believed, it as crapshit...
it was unreal, a farce event to me...
now, i know everything is true and fair..
it happens to those who want their heart to be shared...
i can't stop myself and will so straight..
say to him 'i love you'..
whatever he will answer 'yes' or 'no'...
i'll accept heartily..
because love, i know , is eternal...
he will remain in my heart even after the life dies....

Wrap up-2

Windows 7 may be a product of new era..
And older ones are considered as extra..
But the problem remains with plastic
AS it till now makes the situation drastic...

Dunno Why?

Dunno why i find myself alone
in my friends..
Dunno whom I'm missing so much always..
Dunno why the one who understands me
make me think I'm like no one..
Dunno why my good start is goin' to an tragic end..
Dunno why people are gettin' far
from me when i need them
Dunno why???
Dunno why??